27 October 2005
My internet usage is limited. It hasn't been limited for the past 7 months so I've been monumentally spoiled. And it's been free. But now I can't blog as much. Or read my email as much. Or read the news as much. And in 6 weeks it's gonna get worse. I will be completely internet free. And that's worse than... bad hair. Ok, maybe not that bad. But in 6 weeks I will also be rent free. So maybe I can finally get my own computer. After I pay off my credit card, which is the reason I'm going to be living rent free. But I should be debt free in a matter of months. So this shouldn't last more than 6 months, Tops. But there's a reason I haven't lived with my mother for several years. Well, more than one reason. First and foremost is that I am grown. I moved out at 18. And now I'm 25. And I'll spare you the dirty laundry and leave it at that. While my mother is nice enough to let me live rent free, somehow I know I'm gonna end up paying for this with my soul. No, more like my sanity. So when my posts become cries for help, or if I start liking teddy bears for the first time in my life, or if I start blogging about floral arrangements or collectible dolls, someone please be nice enough to come rescue me.