19 January 2006

I wish I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller...

I wish I had more to report than the fact that my mom is monumentally whack. And that I've been monumentally tired. But I think it's stress. Brought on by the incredibly stupid act of moving in with my mom. So now I'm packing all my stuff back up. Cuz my friend Ines has a shed where I can stash my goods. And my sister has a spot for me on her floor. And I'm getting up outta crazy town cuz I can feel myself unraveling. And that's never a good thing. But I'll be perfectly fine. Cuz I'm getting out and getting on with my life. And I can't decide if I'll be sad or not if I never talk to my mom again. Most days it's more not than not. But I'm still happy and feel incredibly blessed that I've got the job I have. Cuz it's taught me to recognize the people who are trying to hurt me and keep me down. And it sucks that that person in my life is my mother. But such is life. And I'll be fine. Because I have fantastic siblings and incredible friends. And besides, I went to work makeup free today and people were falling at my feet with praise. Because I'm freaking gorgeous. And I've recently lost 10 pounds without trying. (Who knew eating was so very good for you?) And American Idol has begun again. And it doesn't interfere with my LOST addiction. And I don't care that the pretty brown boy isn't emailing me from the other side of the country. Cuz who needs a man with communication issues? Maybe Skee-Lo is still single...

6 comments:

k@ said...

i have a spot on my floor that you can have.
and i would never keep you down. wait. edit that. i could never keep you down. cuz you're amazing.
and also i would totally promote your "lost" and "a.i." addictions.

nama said...

i miss you!
and run, nessa, run!!!

eddie said...

you know a lot of that really sounded like it could be a song. you rock!

Beth said...

Oh...GOOD tune.

I haven't heard that for ages.

Penny said...

You go girl! I love that freakin' confidence. I do. Hot.

Rach said...

Miss ya Leah. Sorry your mom is crazy.

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